Meet Annette Howse

Annette's greatest dream was to create an ideal home like the one she was raised in. But instead of 12 children like her parents she wanted 21. Her dream was altered when she discovered she had cervical cancer. She believed no man would want her because she could no longer have children. She did marry, but immediately found herself in a violent and abusive marriage and falling down a very dark hole. With her eye still on the goal of a family she adopted two infants and then a sibling group of four from Russia. Tragically the sibling group came with the destructive crazy behaviors of Reactive Attachment Disorder. The 4 children turned her home into a war zone, sexually abused her two little girls and turned her life upside down. After removing them to protect her little ones and seeking out 21 therapists for help with her marriage, she realized her husband was untouched and if there was to be a change it was she that needed to leave. She took her two daughters for a reprieve but was chased and threatened until her ex-husband finagled the law to take her two daughters by police force. Separated from their mother her once loving daughters quickly developed Stockholm Syndrome and the relationship turned hostile. It has never returned. She tried for 6 years to gain safety for them, but instead experienced the shock of corruption and legal abuse within the system. She got a false criminal record and lost her ability to make a living. Everything once beautiful seemed ruined. She lost her children, her dream of a happy marriage, her home, money, health, her good name, her family's high opinion of her, and her sanity.

In an effort to go forward she enrolled and graduated from the Institution of Healing Arts, became a self mastery mentor with Eternal Warriors, an expert in natural healing and returned to the home of her childhood. But despite the good those things did, she still found herself depressed, overwhelmed, fatigued, anxious and just barely holding on under the smile.

At this moment of desperation she heard about FLY. She felt hope and decided to dive all in. She was thrilled beyond imagination to experience changes she never dreamed possible. Two days after beginning FLY her anxiety was turned to peace. Debilitating, painful fatigue was changed to high energy and strength! Her voice which seemed to have dwindled was loud and clear. When she sang she sang out without concern for anyone or anything. Her fingers which had worked frantically on the computer keyboard suddenly floated free and melodiously. Rather than racing from one of her 6 art projects to another constantly, she discovered her true desires and began to pursue them with a clear vision and a steady pace. She was suddenly on time for the first time in her life. Rather than being controlled by an eating addiction to fill the hole of emptiness she suddenly lost her desire for junk food and felt a renewed desire for healthy food. Even though she had been a mentor to help others reach goals, she secretly hated goals and avoided them at all costs. But this program took her naturally to a place of genuine enthusiasm to pursue her goals. Within a few days she had a clear vision and belief that catapulted her into action towards her vision. Within a month she found herself signing papers to purchase her own home and orchard on 17 acres, which had been a life long dream. The pain of loss of her daughters she had pushed away for 14 years vanished within 2 days and is now replaced with a absolute joy and anticipation. Most importantly she now sees with renewed eyes who she really is and the relationships she will soon have beyond her fondest dreams.

She's still working on herself and has a thousand perceptions to change. But is thrilled and grateful for the joy and purpose she feels in her own transformation as well as in being able to offer others incredible tools for lasting change. Though she lost her home and family she now invites others to a loving home that can never be taken away.